the one & only hello, NAME is me. There are many things that i want to do, despite saying that i will do them after A's, i wonder if i will. teleport chaiyue jolene xavier Daniel michelle cheryl jialing audrey peiwen kevin edison vanessa jovian samantha xueting anne nicholas cass felicia peiqi natalie chaneline elizabeth randy dingyuan elvyn justin CJ alica eirene vivien rishi joanne anabelle leexian darren shijie andrew iqbal joseph bernice ryan kaichuen jocelyn liselle milu arthur ngeederk guanwen marie james roderick menghwee inghian aggie Benji NgeeDerk deborah katrina chengcheng maurice sherrie philip donna qinghuang belmont jiahong zhiyun charlene RCIY Mr Praetorai christus dominus choir TWILIGHT online links take a bow designer:upand-down[c] icon:photobucket whisper

Monday, August 06, 2007 SIGH. apathetic creatures? pathetic machines? haha, guess its no use mourning...really am really bored. i just feel like i am dead or smth. if only i could fall back into the water and just drown in the serenity. troubles be gone. dying may seems to be the best way. but i'm still afraid of it anyways. this is when optimism comes in. thoughts as jumbled up as always. nothing seems to be in the correct order. my life is in a state of high entropy. and trying not to apply le chateliers principle anymore.